Day Two and Three

Hello everyone, sorry I didn't add anything to my blog yesterday but I am here now with more news. Its a little chilly outside so the heating is on and the curtains are pulled tight to keep the heat in!

Robert seems to be holding up remarkably well considering what happened to him last night. I was my usual horny self, nothing different I hear you say. As I told you before Christmas. I told him he wasn't to wear his underwear during his month of denial, what I didn't tell him is that I want to see him in mine.

He was having a bath last night and I thought it was the perfect opportunity to hatch my devilish plan.

I opened the bathroom door to find him relaxing in the hot soapy water, I needed a wee so I sat on the toilet as we chatted. I asked him if there was anything I could do for him later, he sort of looked at me as if he was thinking that I wanted his penis inside me, "hell yes" was what I was thinking but I have to be as strong as he is being about all this, anyway what with all my toys and his eager attention I still get to orgasm so its not all bad for me.

He asked if I would play with his penis, yes I would, but not until he had done something for me.

I said "I want to see what you look like in my knickers darling".

He just laughed at me, but I wasn't joking. I was determined to get him in my knickers, but not in the way women normally talk about wanting to shag a guy.

"Stay there until I have sorted out what I want you to try" was all I could think of to say.

I pulled my own knickers up and headed for the bedroom, god I was so wet but I wasn't about to reveal how long I had wished to bring this subject up. Judging by his reaction I wasn't to sure how it was going to go.

I thought the best thing to do was to get all my underwear out of the drawer and just throw it randomly on the bed, let him choose was what I was thinking.

I have normal underwear as well as the more fancy bits and pieces and to be honest I wasn't sure which pair I wanted to see him in, all of them if I was honest but I wanted to watch him choose for himself, see what he would go for! I went back to the bathroom and asked if he was nearly finished.

I am bigger than most average woman and there is no way my underwear would fit Robert snugly, all I needed to know was what he would go for. Then he walked him.

He was naked with a towel around him."Go on the darling, what ones do you want me to put on" he said.

I was sitting on the bed with all my underwear on show next to me. I felt a little over dressed with him being so naked and thought about getting undressed myself, but I was desperate to find out what he would pick from the selection on offer.

"If i had to choose, it would be these" he replied as he picked up a white pair of rather sensible white cotton knickers, I guess not so sensible if you are a man about to try them, they have a rather fancy lace trim around the gusset and tummy area and very feminine.

"Pick other pair" I asked, wishing a hole would swallow me up.

"These" He held up a black cotton thong with just as much lace as the first pair.

"Try the white ones on first honey" I replied. I could feel my vagina pouting with excitement as he dropped the towel and displayed an impressive semi erection, he was enjoying this as much as me the little bugger.

I have to say that they actually looked good on him, if not a little large and I could clearly see the contours of his swelling penis though the white cotton material.

"Do they feel OK?" I asked nervously as he adjusted himself.

"They feel good, if not a little big on me sweetie" he smiled, his penis was definitely getting bigger by the second.

There is no point in pretending I needed him to fuck me, a really hard wanton fuck. All these years I have been wishing for this moment and all it took was to deny him an orgasm for one month and he would do anything I wanted from him.

Unfortunately if he was going to fuck me he would orgasm for sure and god how I would of loved to have watched his hard penis thrusting back and forth deep inside my aching vagina. I have to admit I nearly gave up on the idea of denying him anything just so I could see his penis ejaculate and spasm right in front of me as he came and came. What would be the point of giving up on that, and I was going to make the most of the moment.

"Try the thong on for me baby, please" I didn't want to sound like I was begging in any way so I tried to say it as matter or fact as i could.

He was naked again and I was fighting the urge to get undressed too. His penis bobbing about in front of me made me want to reach out and touch it, feel how hard he was, take it in my mouth and taste it, then it dawned on me I can do all of that if I don't make him orgasm.

The thong looked just as erotic as the knickers, in fact they fitted him better so I made my move.

"Would you like me to play with you honey" I asked, my own knickers were soaking but decided it better to keep them on, if I was clothed he wouldn't be able to fuck me.

We threw the rest of the underwear on the floor and I asked him to keep the thong on and get on his hands and knees on the bed, I was determined not to touch his hard penis so I began by running my hands over his buttocks, the thong had disappeared between his arse cheeks, just like it does when I wear one, I held the material running around his waist and gently started to pull it up, forcing the material hard against his arsehole, he was softly moaning into the pillows as I pulled a little harder.

" Will you be my knicker wearing slut darling?" I whispered in his ear as I tugged on the thong.

"Yes" was all I heard him say before I asked him if he would like to have his own collection of underwear.

"Some in your size?" I suggested tentatively

All I got from him as a kept tugging gently the thong was "mmmmm, please don't stop"

I had no intention of stopping, my fingers had found their way to my dripping vagina and it was all I could do to stop me ripping my knickers off and frigging myself to heaven.

"Can we throw your boxers away?" I asked as I played with myself.

"Yes" was all he managed to murmured into the pillow.

"Would you like your arsehole to be your vagina from now on, I can fuck you darling?" I purred above his head

I pulled the thong away from his arse cheeks and spread his bum apart exposing his arsehole all puckered and ready to receive a finger.

"Push back on my finger darling and feel what its like to be fucked like a woman" I said as I felt my finger disappear up his arse to the knuckle, I was tempted to get my glass dildo out, that can wait for now as I want to ease him in gently.

We played all night and Robert was very good and didn't come, I only touched his penis when we were on the Internet looking at different sorts of underwear he liked, its amazing what can happen when you start talking about things you like, I have also started calling him my bitch.

Love

Jenny xxx

Day One

Happy New Year everyone and I hope you all had a lovely time celebrating the start of the year.

Robert managed to orgasm a few minutes before the dead line of 11:59pm on Wednesday night, he happy ejaculated his warm cloudy white nectar all over my tummy and breasts. I love it when he pulls out of my gaping vagina at the last minute and I watch him frantically masturbate on his hands and knees right in front of me, what a treat and in some ways I am going to miss that wanton look of raw passion in his eyes over the following 31 days, mined you I am just as much looking forward to all the sexual and non sexual attention I will be receiving too.

This morning I woke to a lovely breakfast of peeled oranges and toast all served on a tray, I was naked and happily ate without bothering to get dressed, I never wear anything in bed so once I had finished Robert put the tray on the floor and proceeded to pull back the duvet and dutifully tended to my wet vagina with his tongue and fingers. It wasn't long before that lovely feeling started to rise deep inside my body and after about 5 minutes my first climax washed over me, my orgasm leaking heavily over Roberts hard working tongue and fingers, he didn't waste a drop as I shuddered and moaned my way into 2009.

When I had composed myself I wanted to see what state Robert's penis was in, he was lying next to me with an erection, I could see he had been leaking quite heavily too and I asked him if he was alright, all he said with a smile was "What do you think?" I pulled back his foreskin and gently pulled his pee hole apart placing the tip of my tongue inside his rock hard cock tasting his pre-cum was delicious, it was the least I could.

Tonight if he gives me another couple of orgasms as good as the one this morning I have a little treat for him I will tell you how that goes tomorrow.

Love

Jenny xxx

Guess what I have Bought

I was browsing the Internet yesterday trying to find some delicious ideas to torment him during his ordeal, I know I am wick aren't I? And I came across this photo of a man attached to a Tens unit, as soon as I saw the photo I just knew I had to have one for Robert, I had to go into town today and headed straight for Boots, for anyone that is reading this from another country other than the UK "Boots" is a large high street Pharmacy . 20 minutes later I was heading back to the car with the innocent looking device tucked under my arm.

TENS therapy is thought to work in two ways -

First stimulating the production of endorphins, the body’s natural pain relieving hormone.

Secondly, by gently stimulating 'non-pain' nerve fibres to send a signal back to the brain to block other nerve signals carrying pain messages.

I intend to use the Tens unit in exactly the same way as the photo shows, and I will report back the moment I have mastered the art of electro play.

I showed Robert the unit and he was shocked, (sorry no pune intended) to say the least, but once we started opening the box and undoing all the wires, he seemed to come round to the idea and once again his penis gave him away.

At the moment we are fucking everyday, but as you know, all that is about to come to an abrupt stop tomorrow. I have told him that his last orgasm will be 5 minutes before Midnight, if he is unable to ejaculate by Midnight then he has to stop. He has said he isn't going to drink too much alcohol so it doesn't impede his performance, I intend to get merry as I am a complete tease after a few large glasses of red wine.

See you tomorrow.

Love

Jenny xxx

Results so far

Wow, what a gorgeous Christmas we had at Robert's family home. They did all the family proud as usual and everyone ate and drank far too much, what is Christmas if you can't over indulge every once in a while, I hope you all had a lovely time too and got everything you wished for.

Not long now until the New Year and it would seem that you have all been busy voting. We were astounded at the amount of votes Robert received while we have been gone (50) at the last check and it seems that Robert is heading for 1 month of denial!

He checked the blog every day on the family computer to see what was happening, I think he was a little worried that he might get caught but it was OK most of the time as everyone spent most of the time in the lounge playing the Wii. The family computer is in the dinning room you see, next to the beer, wine and nibbles so he only had a few passing family and friends interrupting him, though he did have an erection one time that caused him a little concern, but it all passed off without drama.

As for me, I was worried that my vagina was going to have to go without over the Christmas period, but I was pleasantly surprise to find that the nights were quiet and we were a far distance away from other guests staying over. I managed to orgasm pretty much as normal. There is something very exciting about making love in somebody else's home and this was no exception. I wasn't brave enough to allow Robert to fuck me with my favourite toy and although he is not as large as my glass dildo he still always manages to make me come.

Robert thought you might like to know the orgasm count.

• Christmas Eve 2
• Christmas Day 3
• Boxing Day 2
• Saturday 2

So 9 in total, not bad considering. Christmas day I managed 3 because I had to take myself off to the loo for a much needed play. I was just so damn horny and there was no way my poor vagina was going to last until Robert could fuck me in the evening.

So there you go, I hope you enjoyed reading my lasted bit of news and I intend to keep blogging, it gets me so aroused, I can feel the juices starting to bubble between my legs right now, its a pity that Robert has taken his sister to the Hilton in Brighton for lunch this afternoon as I would have liked to have had a really long lovemaking session naked in our own house with all the curtains drawn shut and the heating on with nothing more than wine and chocolates and of coarse a horny little Robert to send me to heaven as only he can. I guess there is always this evening.

Before I go I would just like to thank you to dkval1 for his comments he left me before we went away for Christmas, if you haven't read it I will explain what he has done in my honour bless him. He has gone without an orgasm himself for the duration of my absence, well I am back now and I hope you have a lovely time masturbating, a picture would be nice to see the effects a week has had on you. Did you manage to last or was it just too much of a sacrifice? God knows what Robert is going to be like after a Month, but one thing for sure he is about to find out.

Wet Kisses

Jenny xxx

Poll

Just a quick hello and some news......

I have added a poll to my blog much to Robert's excitement and dread. I hope you will find the time to vote and decide his fate! He is in total agreement with whatever the outcome maybe.

The voting ends on the 31st of December at midnight, I have agreed that I will allow him one special orgasm before we begin his denial and I am looking forward to a very attentive man during that period.

It seems the more we play theses games the more assertive and demanding I get, I though I was bad this time last year, but once he is under my control the hotter we both become, and we all know what means, more climaxes for me.

I have suggested that for whatever length of time the poll dictates he has to go he should for go any underwear, as always he is in total agreement and judging by his erection his penis is delighted too.

Please cast your votes and we will both be looking at the results as they come in, Robert asked me what I would do if no one voted, I have a plan up my sleeve should that happen which in many ways could be a much more delicious option for me. He is dying to know what my idea is but he will just have to wait to find out, love him. It could be all my Christmas's roll in to one.

Talking of Christmas what are you all doing? We are off to Robert's parents Christmas Eve and coming home to sunny West Sussex on the Sunday, I have dared Robert to keep an eye on the voting by using the family computer in the dinning room during our visit, so if you are looking at this blog during that time leave me a little message of support, he will have to whisper in my ear what you have said, and I am sure as always my vagina will pout in response.

Much love

Jenny x

Never say never

Once again I have had to take a long break from this blog due to work and family commitments, but felt I had to add more to this blog and keep you informed in my quest to achieve my 5-a-day.

Robert and I are still very much together, even though I had to return to England without him for two months, those 2 months seemed like an eternity for both of us and it was extra hard for Robert as he choose to deny himself an orgasm for the whole time we were apart. Of coarse there was no way I could of done that myself, 2 months without an orgasm, 2 days would have been bad enough.

Of coarse there was no way of me really knowing if he wasn't masturbating, but if his daily texts were anything to go by he was constantly horny and that was my indication that he was keeping his sweet promise.

We found it hard being apart in the beginning, the first week was dreadful, I lost all sexual interest and was starting to think I was never going to get my itch back, Robert tried his hardest to arouse me, but from 9,000 miles away he was having a tough time.

Then one morning 6 days in to our 2 month separation I received a text from him one early morning that changed everything and all it said was "Slut" not even a little kiss at the end. He always put at x at the end of his text.

It must have been my trigger word because there was no mistaking it, I was starting to feel that delightful tingle deep inside my vagina that I was frightened had disappeared and suddenly felt a need to place my hand between my legs, I was going to masturbate while I text Robert.

I replied something along the lines that I was a slut and that I was masturbating and needed more help from him, I told him how that one word had opened my floodgates.

He replied "Whore", my god I never realised how just one word could make me feel so horny and hot and so in need of an orgasm. I was masturbating like a woman possessed and loving every minute, "say something REALLY dirty" I told him. I was almost there and was holding off for one more text.

Now, before I tell you what it was. I would like to mention something. We had never spoken about this word before, and I didn't think we would again after that and he was taking quite a gamble by typing that 2 word text to me, I guess he knows me too well.

All the text said was "Dog's cock"

Then seconds later I got an " Are you OK?"

I sent a text back saying "say that again x" I put a kiss at the end so he knew I wasn't mad at him. Strangely I found that my fingers were still teasing my pussy as I waiting for his answer.

"I want to watch you fuck a dog"

Shocked wasn't the word, we don't even own a dog. But I found I was still masturbating and very near to coming. I thought the idea would have had me running from my bed, but quite the opposite was happening, I was now extremely aroused and very near to coming. Was I really going have my first orgasm away from Robert imagining that he was watching me getting well and truly fucked by a dog!

"Fuck yes" was my reply as convolutions exploded from my orgasming vagina.

I spoke to Robert on my mobile half an hour later and he was kind of surprised at my response. He assured me that it was just a fantasy and I have to admit we have played out that fantasy on more than one occasion now. The idea gets us both hot, but in real life we no it will never happen.

Robert has suggested we get a dildo in the shape of one, we didn't even know they existed until he did a google search, I have to admit I am rather tempted and as I type I can feel myself getting just a little damp thinking about the idea.

Anyway I hope you liked this installment of my blog and I hope to be back soon. I wish all my readers a Happy and peaceful Christmas.

Love

Jenny xxx

I am back and still as horny

Sorry I have been away for so long but Robert and I had to move to South Africa for work. Winter over there at the moment but it was still nice and sunny and hot, I have discovered a new thing that I enjoy doing sexually and i will explain soon, so please coming back to see what naughty antics I have been up too.

Robert has been snapping photos of me, I will have to edit them as I still am not happy about showing my face for fear of being recognised by family and friends so you will have to bear with me on that.

For the record I am still masturbating like mad, still up to 5 times a day and that itch in my vagina hasn't gone away in the time I have been away. In fact sometimes I could play all day much to Robert's delight, I am still having to limit his orgasms so he can keep up with my needs and he assures me that it is fine, bless him.

I re-read my last post before we left for SA and we soon realised that Robert was capable of going for much longer periods without a climax so we now have a "cumday" every couple of weeks for him, if he is busy working it can be less frequent than that, but he is never too busy for me. He is always asking me how my vagina is, to which I reply "horny darling and she needs some urgent attention"

He has always called my pussy "vagina" I know that is the correct word for it, but when I am extra horny I love him to call it a "cunt", god it drives me mad with desire, he has even called me a slut and that has the same affect on me.